A few paintings from earlier times

When I discovered painting in 1993, it made me the happiest person in the world. I just wanted to apply oil paint with a brush on a canvas and that was it. Did I not have any ambition? Maybe it was humility? There I was, holding a brush in my hands, standing in front of a canvas, smelling the aromatic perfume of oil paints and putting colors on a prepared fabric. I could have been in a church being married to God - it felt like it. Never again I wanted to be separated from that sacred feeling. It had been a mystery and a mystical experience - until it was over. The paintings here are from a later period. After the initial phase of complete bliss, I fell into a creative hole and had difficulties to escape from it. I resolved to go studying arts and find tools, which would help me during artistically meager periods. Did I find tools? I don’t think so, not really. Through the years and the struggles, I found the trust, that there will always be inspiration and that it is possible to take it from there, one step at a time.

Malaga beach 2001

Malaga beach 2001

Henri Jacobstraat Amsterdam 2000

Henri Jacobstraat Amsterdam 2000

Chinatown NYC 2003

Chinatown NYC 2003

IFEMA Madrid 2003

IFEMA Madrid 2003

Retiro 2003

Retiro 2003

Lanzarote 2003

Lanzarote 2003

Man with toothstick 2004

Man with toothstick 2004

Retiro Dancer 2004

Retiro Dancer 2004

La Canebière Marseille 2005

La Canebière Marseille 2005

Indian Mermaid 2005 with a curious Robin

Indian Mermaid 2005 with a curious Robin

Eye of the Indian Mermaid, embroidery

Eye of the Indian Mermaid, embroidery

Parc de Bruxelles 2007, painting with embroidery

Parc de Bruxelles 2007, painting with embroidery

Silk Leaf Embroidery

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Silk satin, vintage silk threat and glass pearls

Silk satin, vintage silk threat and glass pearls

Working with this smooth silk fabric is a tiny challenge and a big reward. I feel how my eyes are refreshed by the deep green color (which is not quite the same in real) and its glossy shine. Just looking at it and I want to dive into its waves… is it a cooling bed in summer or rather a deep sea which envelopes a naked body in its generosity? For now it is becoming a collection of leaves, hopefully with some poetry.